I want to apologize to everyone. There's no excuse for what I did...but I am sorry. I'm in no shape to run a website...or my life, right now. Anything else would be mere hollow words...any you guys deserve so much more.
I love you all. Hopefully one day again I'll see you out here.
P.S. The database is intact. I can't promise exactly when, but someone will make contact here within the next few weeks about transferring it to CG, if that's what you all wish.