Yeah, I know. I was actually almost sick with worry the night before last. I have to move and get an apartment (the family thing is not working out, they stress me out way too much).
I guess I tend to agonize over stuff a bit too much; night time brings out my really bad pessimism over life in general. Anyway, I was worried that something would go wrong, or the background check would find some mysterious thing wrong, or something. Then I would have to figure out how to pay my rent after my savings were chewed through. Blah blah blah; it's just a continuation of thinking the future was going to be just like the past few few years where nothing ever worked out positively.
Anyway, that event only lasted a little bit of time, and I snapped back into being positive. And then yesterday I got the phone call that everything was done and I was hired!
It seems the only way things work out for the best is to always do good, always try, and eventually a piece of good luck might make its way into your lap. The last few years were really rough, but if they hadn't been, I likely would have never learned what I did from the experience.
The biggest thing I'm looking forward to is being able to sit in a nice restaurant and eat without being scared that I'm wasting money.
And now I can get a really kick-ass espresso machine and grinder! To me, having a great cup of cappuccino every morning beats the hell out of having an XBox